Part 2
“God is preparing you for greater things.”
(Disclaimer: If you haven’t read part one of this story,
then you should probably scroll down and do that first)
Before I
start the second part of this story, I just want to say a few things. I hope
you don’t let some parts of this story change your viewpoint of me as the
person I am now. Some parts of this story I am embarrassed about, and I am
embarrassed by some of the thoughts I had as well, but without these parts of
the story and thoughts that I had, I wouldn’t who I am and where I am today. I
wouldn’t change anything about this story because it shaped and molded me into
the person I am now, and there is nothing that I would want to change about
that. I would just like to reiterate that this is my blatantly authentic story
and my walk with Jesus. It gets ugly. It definitely is messy. My life isn’t the
least bit perfect. I just want to show people it’s ok to be wrong and be someone
who has made mistakes. It ok to be someone who knows failure, and its ok to
have moments of pure weakness. Because, get real… everyone has made mistakes,
everyone has been wrong before, and everyone screws up every once in a while. I
don’t want my story to go unheard. Not because I want attention, but because I
want it to be life changing to someone beside myself. I want my story to
benefit other people… or another person, even if it were just one, then posting
this would be worth it. I believe that everyone’s story has a purpose, no
matter how embarrassing some moments are. God didn't intend for us to live our
lives and be quite about the things that have shaped and molded us. And that's
not want I intend to do either. I don't want to be quite about the things God
is doing and has done in my life, and this is my way of shouting it to anyone
who wants to listen. So as we continue, please keep these things in mind.
continued...
